after all, after all they let you decide.....

Apr 11, 2006 16:42

idk,
lately i've been obsessed with glassjaw and i'm covering this song for the talent show (or pink roses) in my school w/ kaif and it should be good

but lately life has been good except for my sadness that i develop inside without reason or rhyme...... i've been scared that merritt will develop an eating disorder, because i don't want her to be unhealthy at all and it makes my stomach sink to think of, and its been quite a while since i have seen someone do drugs, which i just have today and its been a long time....... kaif was snorting a cap of AD in the back of my MWC class while we watched bill&teds excellent adventure and it made me feel terrible for him..... i guess he didn't quit EVERYTHING and it disturbs me......

but whatever, i'm doing alright except i'm scared for merritt and i miss her so much constantly, and i feel like i'm being made fun of by everybody for my need for her, but i'm in love so it doesnt bother me one bit and i just miss her and i need her right now....... : (
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