Slow the beating of my heart..
I think I fell in love with Johnny.
And I only say I think because..
I don't know if I know what love is.
I know whatever I do have for him just,..
At random moments in my day, my heart will break so bad I can't catch my breath.
Just knowing he's not around.
I ache for him.
My first thought in the morning is to just stay in bed.
Just sleep all day and all night until the 17th.
That day.
That day I will have a reason to get up.
And on that day,
I will go back to 'before I left.'
I will change my outfit 8 times.
I'll spend 30 minutes on my makeup.
And I will cry it all off the moment I see his face.
Jesus,
my heart.
And I only say I think because..
I don't know if I know what love is.
I know whatever I do have for him just,..
At random moments in my day, my heart will break so bad I can't catch my breath.
Just knowing he's not around.
I ache for him.
My first thought in the morning is to just stay in bed.
Just sleep all day and all night until the 17th.
That day.
That day I will have a reason to get up.
And on that day,
I will go back to 'before I left.'
I will change my outfit 8 times.
I'll spend 30 minutes on my makeup.
And I will cry it all off the moment I see his face.
Jesus,
my heart.