-24 Hours
I will be in a new town, with new faces, and all familiarity will be gone.
A month ago when I made the decision to leave, I had nothing.
No friends when I needed them.
No family to fall back on.
No money.
No boyfriend.
And it's not that hard to leave nothing behind.
And now.. well, now I'm just so unsure.
Because now I've got something.
I have a guy who, despite all the shittiness in my life, can hold me together.
I'm not trying to negate the fact that I will miss so much about my ciche little life.. but it's hard to storm through a new door when the person that's supposed to be there holding your hand is 500 miles away.
Oh, boy.
It wasn't supposed to end like this.
It's supposed to end with one of us hating the other..
Or meeting someone else.
Or that spark just dies.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
A month ago when I made the decision to leave, I had nothing.
No friends when I needed them.
No family to fall back on.
No money.
No boyfriend.
And it's not that hard to leave nothing behind.
And now.. well, now I'm just so unsure.
Because now I've got something.
I have a guy who, despite all the shittiness in my life, can hold me together.
I'm not trying to negate the fact that I will miss so much about my ciche little life.. but it's hard to storm through a new door when the person that's supposed to be there holding your hand is 500 miles away.
Oh, boy.
It wasn't supposed to end like this.
It's supposed to end with one of us hating the other..
Or meeting someone else.
Or that spark just dies.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.