(no subject)
Katie O. inspires me. None of you (except Gabby) know who she is but that's ok. If you don't want to read a bunch of stuff about God (I'm looking in the direction of several unitarians) please skip this paragraph. So Katie just got back from some crazy gigantic Christian retreat and I just . . . I wish I had something like that to revitalize my faith and to share it with others. The only person I know who is a serious Christian is Adri. (Adri: I should talk to you about God more often. Call me.) Religious discussions with Andy can happen but at the same time we have both acknowledged that we hate people of the other's faith so . . . there's always that. Maybe I should make myself clear. I'm not looking for someone I can have a religious discussion with but someone with whom I can discuss my faith and relationship with God and they will understand. Maybe I'm not giving some people enough credit, let me know. Anyway, Katie helped me out a lot and she doesn't even know it. She reminded me that my focus should always be on God and that He can help a person out a lot. I only remember this when I'm drowning in a problem but at least I remember it at all. So several problems I was having have gotten a lot better. Not solved-but a lot better. Rosie I talked to you about the biggest one.
I do not want to smoke pot anymore.
I do not want to have boy sex anymore.
I do not feel as close to Davi as I used to. This makes me sad. Davi, you should tell me more often how much you love me. Just a suggestion. Other suggestions include: mailing tulips and sending love notes (or money). Feel free to come up with some on your own.
If I were Jamie I would kinda hate me right now. Or I would be pretty much unaffected because I'm used to putting up with this girl's bullshit. I don't know which makes me sadder.
I miss having a social group. Maybe that's why I miss Goucher so much. And Arlington. Even though both places causes much stress and general misery.
I'm joining a sorority next semester.
My therapist told me I need to buy more graphic novels, especially ones by Neil Gaiman. I could not agree more. I'll get on that right now.
I do not want to smoke pot anymore.
I do not want to have boy sex anymore.
I do not feel as close to Davi as I used to. This makes me sad. Davi, you should tell me more often how much you love me. Just a suggestion. Other suggestions include: mailing tulips and sending love notes (or money). Feel free to come up with some on your own.
If I were Jamie I would kinda hate me right now. Or I would be pretty much unaffected because I'm used to putting up with this girl's bullshit. I don't know which makes me sadder.
I miss having a social group. Maybe that's why I miss Goucher so much. And Arlington. Even though both places causes much stress and general misery.
I'm joining a sorority next semester.
My therapist told me I need to buy more graphic novels, especially ones by Neil Gaiman. I could not agree more. I'll get on that right now.