Update!
So lately I've been feeling really depressed. I missed two doses of my meds within a week, my mom thinks that's why. She also said I need to eat better and the weather change and blah blah blah.
I saw Kill Bill and was decidedly unimpressed.
I saw it with Greg which was really weird. We didn't fool around at all. I don't know what kind of friendship we have anymore, if any at all.
My new major is art history with no minor because I have to learn french or german in order to look good to grad schools.
I'm on a bond film kick. I want to be a bond girl. Unfortunately that involves losing a ton of weight. Bah. They're so cheesy! And formulaic! It's a beautiful thing.
I'm really close to smoking pot again. I may buy a bowl this weekend. I've been doing really well in all my classes (except math but fuck math) and I think I deserve a little something. Besides, it will probably make me feel better. Chocolate, ice cream, movies, music, masturbation-none of these things work. My only hesitation is the money factor. I'm trying really really hard to save money. Unfortunately expenses keep coming up.
Like spending the weekend with Dan Orkwis in the city. I think I'll have to go home saturday because at my energy level I don't think I could handle much more than that.
Showering every day was a nice idea but isn't working out in reality.
I tried to go to Bushido self-defense last night but it was dark and nobody was there. I emailed them about it.
I have a shakespeare midterm tomorrow which is open-book and open-notes. I have an art history quiz on friday that I'm studying harder for than the midterm.
I having a lot of self-hate issues lately. And I'm also angry at a lot of people. The past month or so I've been really hostile and I don't know why.
I've got to work this fucking catholic thing out.
I'm going to get snuggles this weekend which will be nice but part of me thinks I would be better off spending the weekend at the gouche getting laid and stoned. Oh well.
I saw Kill Bill and was decidedly unimpressed.
I saw it with Greg which was really weird. We didn't fool around at all. I don't know what kind of friendship we have anymore, if any at all.
My new major is art history with no minor because I have to learn french or german in order to look good to grad schools.
I'm on a bond film kick. I want to be a bond girl. Unfortunately that involves losing a ton of weight. Bah. They're so cheesy! And formulaic! It's a beautiful thing.
I'm really close to smoking pot again. I may buy a bowl this weekend. I've been doing really well in all my classes (except math but fuck math) and I think I deserve a little something. Besides, it will probably make me feel better. Chocolate, ice cream, movies, music, masturbation-none of these things work. My only hesitation is the money factor. I'm trying really really hard to save money. Unfortunately expenses keep coming up.
Like spending the weekend with Dan Orkwis in the city. I think I'll have to go home saturday because at my energy level I don't think I could handle much more than that.
Showering every day was a nice idea but isn't working out in reality.
I tried to go to Bushido self-defense last night but it was dark and nobody was there. I emailed them about it.
I have a shakespeare midterm tomorrow which is open-book and open-notes. I have an art history quiz on friday that I'm studying harder for than the midterm.
I having a lot of self-hate issues lately. And I'm also angry at a lot of people. The past month or so I've been really hostile and I don't know why.
I've got to work this fucking catholic thing out.
I'm going to get snuggles this weekend which will be nice but part of me thinks I would be better off spending the weekend at the gouche getting laid and stoned. Oh well.