(no subject)
Things didn't go as planned. I had the vacuum thing last week on friday. They put me out, i woke up sobbing, bleeding and in pain.
I cried the first day then nothing. Nothing for the whole week.
Then today my boyfriend kissed me, and tried to be romantic....I freaked out. Walked away...then five minutes later it hit me. I just got ride of what would have become our child.
Why is this hitting me now? Why is my boyfriend the one who's been having nightmares and waking up sobbing? Why am I the one who's been stable and just fine...up until now.
I cried the first day then nothing. Nothing for the whole week.
Then today my boyfriend kissed me, and tried to be romantic....I freaked out. Walked away...then five minutes later it hit me. I just got ride of what would have become our child.
Why is this hitting me now? Why is my boyfriend the one who's been having nightmares and waking up sobbing? Why am I the one who's been stable and just fine...up until now.