June 3, 2007
It's been more than 2 years since I had my abortion. I'll never forget it. I was pregnant at my senior prom and at graduation.
Does it ever get easier? Can I ever move on? I'm so resentful of everything that happened and of the people who were involved..... my mother, my ex-boyfriend, the doctor who gave me the pills, the old woman standing outside of planned parenthood asking if i was going to kill my child now, and the people who worked at planned parenthood that wouldn't shut that old lady up. and everyone carrying those signs. fuck them all.
I know that there are people out there who have it worse than me. But 2 years?! lets tryyyy to move on.....
And now I see all these babies around making me think that I did the wrong thing. that I should have given him/her a chance and i didnt.
please help me move on?
or just help me.
Does it ever get easier? Can I ever move on? I'm so resentful of everything that happened and of the people who were involved..... my mother, my ex-boyfriend, the doctor who gave me the pills, the old woman standing outside of planned parenthood asking if i was going to kill my child now, and the people who worked at planned parenthood that wouldn't shut that old lady up. and everyone carrying those signs. fuck them all.
I know that there are people out there who have it worse than me. But 2 years?! lets tryyyy to move on.....
And now I see all these babies around making me think that I did the wrong thing. that I should have given him/her a chance and i didnt.
please help me move on?
or just help me.