probably kinda late for this
I have had two abortions. One two years ago and one a year ago, I just never really got I chance to really let it out. alot of things happened during my first abortion. considering my mom was freaking out my boyfriends mom stopped him from seeing me for almost 4 months and I was basically going through it all by myself. I was almost 3 months pregnant the first time. I never really let it out because I did want it and when we where having sex he said he wanted too but is mom freaked and I wasnt going have it and raise it by myself. I guess in a way I hate her for not letting us be happy but we where and still are really young. My second abortion was a little better i guess, at least I got to see him and he went with me when I had the abortion, but one of the things that I will never forget is.. the protesters.. screaming that I was sinning and that I was killing my baby and I just wanted to run away and cry.. but I had to be strong.. I wanted to give it up for adaption but his mom wouldn't let me...............
I guess it was my fault for believing he would run away with me and we would raise it somehow......
but both abortions were fine. I bled a little but It only felt like I had cramps for like 2 hours. Other then that at least it was fine.
definitly on birth control now.
I guess it was my fault for believing he would run away with me and we would raise it somehow......
but both abortions were fine. I bled a little but It only felt like I had cramps for like 2 hours. Other then that at least it was fine.
definitly on birth control now.