confused
I am now 23...On December 15th (when I was 22) I had a surgical abortion. The place I went to will not do abortions after 13 weeks and when I went I was just a couple days shy of 13 weeks. However, I was told by a different place that I was only 9 weeks, so I was surprised. I didn't change my mind, but I was uneasy nonetheless. I was okay with my decision until just recently. Another young woman in one of my classes is pregnant and I find myself missing that when I see her (we got pregnant around the same time). I can't bring myself to talk to anyone about this. My friends who knew were either very "for" my decision or very "against" my decision. There was no in between and I wish I had someone that I could talk to sometimes about my confusion. I don't regret my choice because it was wanted I felt was best then. I thought I was going to grad school, but have since decided not to. I know that I am just rambling, but it feels good to finally be able to get these thoughts out...