Dec 11, 2005 01:22
As you can tell from the title... the choir party went well. Hahaha.. yeah... *cough*
Oh, that's not a cough out of sarcasm, but one from all the germs that were passed around on Friday. Both Aaron and I are sick.. so is nicole.. and about 5 other people... I think's it's God's way of telling me I need to start practicing for state auditions... I always get sick when competitions are in question.
Sooooo, there's a boy...[one boy- not all 20 of them from homecoming] and I kinda like him. Actually I really like him... I've basically liked him for the past... 5 years? Hmmm.. yeah. And he has a girlfriend.
After 5 years, I would hope that he would have a girlfriend.
I've met her before, and she's really sweet, and I'm the type of person where if I like someone who likes someone else and that other person makes them happy... then I'm happy too! Because if I care about that person, I just want him to be with someone that makes him happy.
But this is not the case.
he never talks about her, even when we try to bring her up; it's ridiculous. Now his sister tells me he will work hard to get money at home [via chores and stuff] so that he can take her out] but he seems never to show any intrest at school or mention her.
[By now, at least one of you SHOULD know who I'm talking about]
Everytime I think I've buried the feelings for this fellow, he manages to pull them back out. Well, at the Holiday Choir Party, he was hugging me and tell me he loves me in that passionate "friends forever" way and this was nothing new. Except it's been occuring more often latley.
Well upstairs, there was like this cool dance party thing and we turned some of the lights out, turned up the radio, and everybody was having a good time. Collin and I were getting everybody pumped and stuff and he kept dancing with me and there was nothing..."sexual" persay there... he's like my bro and we hung out at homecoming too.
But that's besides the point: later on ... the guy i like came upstairs and seemed rather upset that I was dancing with... people in general. When Collin left the room he said "Hold on, baby, I'll be back!" and everyone laughed. But 'the fellow' got upset, came up to me and said, "I'd appreciate it if you didnt dance with any guys other than me-- that'll hurt."
I thought to myself, "WHAT!" and didnt take it seriously. So he sat on the couch and waited... waited to see what I would do when Collin got back. Not taking the fellow seriously, I danced with Collin and the good times continued to roll... but out of the corner of my eye I see something... the guy left the room! He was mad! And didn't talk to me until it was over. The hugging and "love you"s continued... but he mentioned again how he was upset that I danced with other people....
So I ask you dear readers.... "Say what? What's the deal???" <--- You don't have to answer that... I just wanted to tell you.