life as I know it
I'm suddenly really angry. Here I go, just living life as much as I can, you know going along all real and authentic as I can. I'm living LIFE. Making mistakes along the way, but learning from them.
Then suddenly you find out from a friend that they're completely screwing up their life. Not only that, you better be happy for them because they're so *swear* happy about it. They have problems and they LIKE them. They'd rather just keep on living things the way they want to do them, even though they know it's going to screw them over. Don't be one of those people, please. If you know something is the best thing to do, have the decency to do it.
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Now that my hypocritical rant is over, quick note of explanation - life is not bad right now. In fact its better than its been for a long time. This is a completely emotional reaction and unfortunately I happened to already be on my computer. In fact, this is probably a really bad idea. oops. Also, that was not directed at anyone who would ever read this.
I need another 2,000 odd dollars to go out to Cameroon this summer. It's getting kind of desperate, and it was bad news this morning when I found out that the church isn't doing well financially. They said they would support me, but never nailed down the amount - which means it probably won't be much, now.
But tonight I'm going DANCING. I love dancing Sunday nights at the Nocturnal because I know so many people there now, and because I'm going to be cute and french in my polka dots and scarf.... being ME! (dances a happy dance)
Then suddenly you find out from a friend that they're completely screwing up their life. Not only that, you better be happy for them because they're so *swear* happy about it. They have problems and they LIKE them. They'd rather just keep on living things the way they want to do them, even though they know it's going to screw them over. Don't be one of those people, please. If you know something is the best thing to do, have the decency to do it.
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Now that my hypocritical rant is over, quick note of explanation - life is not bad right now. In fact its better than its been for a long time. This is a completely emotional reaction and unfortunately I happened to already be on my computer. In fact, this is probably a really bad idea. oops. Also, that was not directed at anyone who would ever read this.
I need another 2,000 odd dollars to go out to Cameroon this summer. It's getting kind of desperate, and it was bad news this morning when I found out that the church isn't doing well financially. They said they would support me, but never nailed down the amount - which means it probably won't be much, now.
But tonight I'm going DANCING. I love dancing Sunday nights at the Nocturnal because I know so many people there now, and because I'm going to be cute and french in my polka dots and scarf.... being ME! (dances a happy dance)