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I told myself I wasn't going to journal over christmas break but it's addicting I guess. So I'll do it. Just this once.
I went out for lunch with Andrew Heath today. Random, that. Seeing as how he lives in LA and I haven't seen him for 2.5 years. But he called me up yesterday and apparently he is here in Portland for Christmas break, staying with his brother. So he wantedt to talk, and today was the only time left, since I'm leaving early Monday morning for NC. Karen here I come! yipeee So that was really different, talking to him after so many years, especially since I'm not sure we ever talked for that long whilst we were in school together. But such is life as an MK. It kind of made me nervous, thinking about going to Waxhaw, maybe seeing a lot of people from RFIS, about all the changes I've gone through, that they've gone through. Not that we won't still have all those things in common from rfis, but having to face up to the different ways our lives are taking us.
And I guess I'm afraid of that kind of change. I'm like Anne of Green Gables, I don't want Diana to grow up and get married and have babies. And I don't want all of my friends to grow up and have lives away from me. That's so incredibly selfish - because obviously I am enjoying the ways that I have changed. That's the college-aged years for you... lots of change.
I went out for lunch with Andrew Heath today. Random, that. Seeing as how he lives in LA and I haven't seen him for 2.5 years. But he called me up yesterday and apparently he is here in Portland for Christmas break, staying with his brother. So he wantedt to talk, and today was the only time left, since I'm leaving early Monday morning for NC. Karen here I come! yipeee So that was really different, talking to him after so many years, especially since I'm not sure we ever talked for that long whilst we were in school together. But such is life as an MK. It kind of made me nervous, thinking about going to Waxhaw, maybe seeing a lot of people from RFIS, about all the changes I've gone through, that they've gone through. Not that we won't still have all those things in common from rfis, but having to face up to the different ways our lives are taking us.
And I guess I'm afraid of that kind of change. I'm like Anne of Green Gables, I don't want Diana to grow up and get married and have babies. And I don't want all of my friends to grow up and have lives away from me. That's so incredibly selfish - because obviously I am enjoying the ways that I have changed. That's the college-aged years for you... lots of change.