Dec 07, 2004 23:57
I don't know why I feel so lonely... not only am I surrounded by people, but they seem to like me. They seem to enjoy spending time with me. And yet I cut them off from my inner being, the place where I feel fellowship. Perhaps it's a part of the search for identity - to know who you are apart from others.
Today I spent approx. 10 hours working on newspaper and graphic design. That makes me sick. Okay, so no wonder I feel lonely, I'm spending all of my time in front of a computer screen. Like right now. I quit.