jealousy? of college?
is there anything i can do anymore? to stop this ridiculous thing called growing up, people leaving and going to college? so maybe i didn't have amazing experiences like other people i know did this summer. but summers are where you open yourself up. where you renew the person you are, or become the person you want to be. i have people in my life that i never knew exsisted. as i say goodbye to them as they go off to bigger and better things, i cant help but to think...here i am. as a senior. doing exactly what i did last year. of course senior year will be amazing, but why can't they be here with me. why must they do all the things i wish i was doing. i guess to an extent...i am jealous!