Aug 05, 2007 18:41
this summer has been way too good to me.
not having my crutch there has been way too hard!
but it was like a mini college experience.
i know i can survive, longing for her but survive without my monica.
this summer i have hung out with a great varitey of people and i loved every second of it.
ivy league is like a cult and who doesn't enjoy a cult?
college preparations are overwhelming NOW and it hasn't even started.
i feel like i haven't changed much this summer, i am sure i have though.
in past years i know when i have changed,
maybe because the past couple of years i have changed so much and finally found the right skin i no longer can change in this stage of my life.
saying goodbye to those leaving will be pretty damn hard. i've became close to a lot of people this summer.
school starts in about 4 weeks. am i happy?
i don't know how to answer the question!
it won't be the same!
i'm out of words. i just made myself upset.
peace&love