preparations
I go back to work tomorrow and I think that I have really put off getting ready because I've been in denial. Here it is, ten o'clock and I still don't have my lunch ready for tomorrow, I haven't picked out my outfit, nor do I have any real grasp of how I'll handle my new schedule. And am I currently rushing around, trying to organize myself and get to bed? Oh heck no! I'm watching Top Chef. Because I just don't make sense.
I am totally torn in two about going back to work. Part of me is so excited to get back in the game and get back to being a creative professional. The other part of me is so depressed at having to be away from Story, to have other people get to hang out with her during the day. If I had it my way, I would have enough money and the economy would be stable enough that I could just do freelance design from home. But, alas, I don't live in that world.
I keep finding myself breaking down and crying in the last few days, because I already miss my girl. Sigh. This whole adult shit is rough :)
I am totally torn in two about going back to work. Part of me is so excited to get back in the game and get back to being a creative professional. The other part of me is so depressed at having to be away from Story, to have other people get to hang out with her during the day. If I had it my way, I would have enough money and the economy would be stable enough that I could just do freelance design from home. But, alas, I don't live in that world.
I keep finding myself breaking down and crying in the last few days, because I already miss my girl. Sigh. This whole adult shit is rough :)