crying
i cried tonight for the first time in a long time. Did my usual sunday gig and went to his house. we hung out and it was just like normal. except now i'm leaving. 7 months.
"you're the reason i enjoy my life"
thats what he said right before i gave him that last hug and got out of the car.
he tries so hard to do everything he can for me and my brothers.
josh doesnt talk to him anymore.
andrew doesnt go over all the time.
its often just been me and him.
and i've been close to him my entire life.
even when he disapeared for months at a time .
i havent cried in years.
almost did once or twice in recent memories.
that had to do with thinking about leaving the girl i love for so long
shed a few tears early in november when i was having some problems. but thats not crying like this. that was crying cause someone else was.
i'm still crying a bit.
...
i love my dad..
"you're the reason i enjoy my life"
thats what he said right before i gave him that last hug and got out of the car.
he tries so hard to do everything he can for me and my brothers.
josh doesnt talk to him anymore.
andrew doesnt go over all the time.
its often just been me and him.
and i've been close to him my entire life.
even when he disapeared for months at a time .
i havent cried in years.
almost did once or twice in recent memories.
that had to do with thinking about leaving the girl i love for so long
shed a few tears early in november when i was having some problems. but thats not crying like this. that was crying cause someone else was.
i'm still crying a bit.
...
i love my dad..