a letter of apology

[afoolromantic]

i read it and i am sorry
i am sorry for my ignorance of you at that time
of your existence
of your pain
i wish i had known you
wish i could of been there then
i sit here listen to the notes floating out of my speakers
wondering what it would of been like if i had known you then
if i could of lessened the pain
if nothing else shared it
though some would argue that my apologies are not needed
but they are
for caring now means i care for everything you are
everything you've been through
everything you have yet to go through
while i cannot change the past
no matter how hard i may try
i will do my best to make the future
i will do my best to make it good
never forget how i do feel
how i'll always feel