Sep 01, 2005 06:45
I leave for Transy tomorrow. *AFLAC
dance* I'm so excited. I really need to get away and do
something new. I'm kinda nervous though but I know that all will
be cool. I'm really going to miss my Jon though. :(
I've been with him for over a year and it's gonna be hard to leave him
behind. We decided last night after a big talk that it would be
best if we took a break for a little while. Of course I'm still
going to talk to him every night, we're still gonna visit each other as
much as possible, and I still love him more than anything but I think
it's a wise decision. I wanna be able to see other people and
really get a feel for what's out there. We've been squished
together for over a year and now we'll both have some breathing
room. I'm going to miss him a lot...
I'm pretty much all packed. I've
got some laundry to do today. There's still a box of books,
music, cds, etc that I need to pack but clothing wise I'm almost
done. I didn't realize how much of my clothes I actually wear
until I packed and honestly filled up only two medium sized
boxes. I have so many clothes that I just don't bother with
anymore. I'm glad though cause I really don't need that much
stuff. If there's something I need then I could always come
home. I'm not that far away.
It's kind of funny. I've been
arguing with Jon over who gets to take what. And of course
everything I want, like Kill Bill and the new Death Cab cd that he just
got, is all his. But I watch and listen to the stuff more than he
does so I think it would be better if I took it. At least that's
my argument. I finally got him to let me take a season of Family
Guy but I honestly think I'm just gonna have to take whatever movies I
want and not tell him. hehehe...it's not like he's never gonna
see me again.
Damn I'm tired. I hate my
mother. It's my last day here and I have to get up at 6 am
because Rebecca and Travid can't ride the schoolbus to school. Oh
no, they might like...have to communicate with other people and deal
with stuff. Even though they're going to be riding the schoolbus
all the time when I leave and no one else is going to be here to take
them. *rolls eyes* Just gotta get through one more day of
this. One more day.
So anyways, I gotta get Travis's socks
and shoes on cause AFLAC knows that he's only five years old and can't
do it himself cause he's too busy crying over the fact that mom is gone
and he had to tell her something. *smacks self in the face*
Help?
AFLAC
Most Awesomely Awesome Lyric: I'm holding on by letting go of you.--All-American Rejects