Yesterday was over today

Sep 01, 2005 06:45

I leave for Transy tomorrow. *AFLAC dance*  I'm so excited.  I really need to get away and do something new.  I'm kinda nervous though but I know that all will be cool.  I'm really going to miss my Jon though.  :(  I've been with him for over a year and it's gonna be hard to leave him behind.  We decided last night after a big talk that it would be best if we took a break for a little while.  Of course I'm still going to talk to him every night, we're still gonna visit each other as much as possible, and I still love him more than anything but I think it's a wise decision.  I wanna be able to see other people and really get a feel for what's out there.  We've been squished together for over a year and now we'll both have some breathing room.  I'm going to miss him a lot...
I'm pretty much all packed.  I've got some laundry to do today.  There's still a box of books, music, cds, etc that I need to pack but clothing wise I'm almost done.  I didn't realize how much of my clothes I actually wear until I packed and honestly filled up only two medium sized boxes.  I have so many clothes that I just don't bother with anymore.  I'm glad though cause I really don't need that much stuff.  If there's something I need then I could always come home.  I'm not that far away.
It's kind of funny.  I've been arguing with Jon over who gets to take what.  And of course everything I want, like Kill Bill and the new Death Cab cd that he just got, is all his.  But I watch and listen to the stuff more than he does so I think it would be better if I took it.  At least that's my argument.  I finally got him to let me take a season of Family Guy but I honestly think I'm just gonna have to take whatever movies I want and not tell him.  hehehe...it's not like he's never gonna see me again.
Damn I'm tired.   I hate my mother.  It's my last day here and I have to get up at 6 am because Rebecca and Travid can't ride the schoolbus to school.  Oh no, they might like...have to communicate with other people and deal with stuff.  Even though they're going to be riding the schoolbus all the time when I leave and no one else is going to be here to take them.  *rolls eyes*  Just gotta get through one more day of this.  One more day.  
So anyways, I gotta get Travis's socks and shoes on cause AFLAC knows that he's only five years old and can't do it himself cause he's too busy crying over the fact that mom is gone and he had to tell her something.  *smacks self in the face*  Help?

AFLAC

Most Awesomely Awesome Lyric: I'm holding on by letting go of you.--All-American Rejects
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