Fading
I am losing myself. It seems I have to give up something for the other, it's always a loss in the end for me. Was this what they warned me about? Am I becoming that which I hate the most? By finally getting what I want I am losing as well; my pride, my beliefs and my heart.
Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I need to see things a different way. Maybe I need to see what that other person is compromising...Too many maybe's tonight.
Maybe this IS the price of happiness...Or rather my price.
But I must admit. I am truly in love and the happiest i've ever been. maybe that's what love is, total surrender. But what if I am the only one surrendering to it? Guess I have to believe in what I cannot see and just feel?
Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I need to see things a different way. Maybe I need to see what that other person is compromising...Too many maybe's tonight.
Maybe this IS the price of happiness...Or rather my price.
But I must admit. I am truly in love and the happiest i've ever been. maybe that's what love is, total surrender. But what if I am the only one surrendering to it? Guess I have to believe in what I cannot see and just feel?