Oh my GOD i have not worked this hard in forever.cleaned the whole floor hands&knees,vacuumed, mopped,cleaned couch sheets,unloaded& loaded dishwasher.bathed all 4 puppies washed wolf off.all before work @ 330

i cant stop thinkin about 'kol Jer' i want to get the hell out of here... fort worth.. i want to go somewhere else for like even JUST 2 days ( Read more... )

welll wellll new year 2009
annnnnd i have a huuuuuuuuuuuuge crush haha already.
i work @ sams club selling Jewelry. but his name is killian... i like him alot... sometimes i dunno y hahah i just do

the end for now :D

Jordan is doin awesome... he and jay graduated from AC! that was a fun day ( Read more... )

so i really like Jordan.... and i dunno why i mess things up... i told him about me... and he said it was all good... and we had a freakin awesome night that night.... next morning.... had a pretty good .. lil stressful morn just bc of his flat tire.... but.. good kiss goodbye... lots of babes and sweetys.... but i text him tonight and he was very ( Read more... )

bolito just died last night at 7.p.m. we leave to go down there to the valley tonight prolly midnight.
i loved him very much and i will miss him.... had to work this morn.. that was hard.
sayin good bye will be good for everyone so im happy to miss work and go.

man... i want to just be with him already.
:(

well well well .. look @ me.. im NOT in school still.. i have not enrolled yet for this up comin sprong.. mick and i are still seein eachother or whatever we are doin.. and BAH.. no idea whats gonna happen.. lie has been good.. i have been runnin.. tryin to eat good.. all that jazz... its time to do something .. shape up.. ne thing ( Read more... )

what am i doin....

i dont want to go back to school.. BUT... maybe its what i fuckin need.

so yea... the 2 of us are awesome... i " lost a friend " bc of it.. but ya know i cant help who i like.. who im drawn 2.... sorry... its happen to me before... and now i know how it feels.... o well.. it sux but its whats gonna happen ( Read more... )

i like him.. and this was not suppose to happen.... omg.. and its gonna get even more fucked up... what i need to do.. is fuckin drop it.. drop him.. its not gonna happen.. and a part or me says fuck that and another.. says.. ok thats fine...
GAHHHHH SO WHY CANT IT JUST BEEEEE FINE?