Sep 08, 2008 12:07
So I find out by articles on the net and such that Tattoo Schools are a no no. That if anyone wants to be taken seriously in the industry, you have to begin with an apprenticeship. Now I am worried that any portfolio I make won't be amazing enough to wow someone. I will just have to try my best though. And if my best isn't good enough, then I'll just have to try harder and be better than me. If that is possible.
I have time. I am still battling my depression and anxiety problems. I need to deal with that first of all things. Perhaps then I can work towards finding the right teacher. Till then I will work hard and try my best to be an awesome artist, find my proper style, and continue to study Wicca (my 1st degree).
I'm still more worried about my focus at the moment, because I can't seem to pay attention to the things I love most. I need help, and hopefully more help will come on Friday at my next appointment. Till then I can only sit and stare at the walls.