tears
I have been thinking about my seemingly endless tears. I have been depressed in the past but I don't think my tears are a result of being depressed. Some of my tears are for me. Tears for the loss of peace, fear of the unknown and that horrible scary word cancer. I have always cried at movies and sometimes books. I cry when I am happy and when I am sad. These days though I seem to cry for others as well. I seem to feel their pain, sorrow, joy as if it was my own. It can be for people I know, or complete strangers. Of course having cancer is still pretty new and a lot of my tears are related to that but what about all the other tears? Am I going crazy? I am I so raw, so broken that I can not control my emotions? What is going on here?