moving forward

Nov 09, 2005 19:50

My surgery isn't until Monday, but I feel better knowing the process is moving forward. Today I had a MRI. It wasn't easy to lay perfectly still for 30 minutes. The machine is pretty noisy. I had to relax in order to stay still. You wear headphones with music playing, I guess to help you relax, but once the machine starts it drowns out the music. First I tried counting but that didn't work so I started to pray. It wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be. Praying helped me focus and I was able to lie still so the MRI could be completed. I haven't felt this quiet and peaceful since I discovered the lump. I know that there are going to be bad days, probably lots of them, but perhaps if I take time to pray it will be easier to get through them. I have friends and loved one to lean on, but sometimes in the dark lonely places it's just me and God. I am glad that He is there.

prayer

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