what happened?
I started out good today. Slept half decent and was feeling pretty rested when I got up. Wore my wig out for the first time as I was going to meet a friend for lunch. She complimented it saying that it looked good and if she didn't know she would have thought it was my hair. That was nice. We had a good time and afterward I picked up a few groceries. So far so good.
Some time between 2:30 pm and now something happened. I am all teary and feeling sad. I don't really know why. I am concerned about the three chest xrays that I have had in last couple of months. There is something that they suspected was artifactual. What the heck does that mean? Hubby says that if it was something to be concerned about they would have called me in right away, but I worry anyway. I haven't been this down in quite a while. It seems dumb, I don't have any more shots to give myself. I am home free until the 18th of Jan and round two of chemo. *sigh*
Maybe it is that I still have a long way to go. This round of chemo and the various side effects haven't been that bad but the thought that I will be going through this over and over........ugh. I feel like I want to run away. *sigh*
Some time between 2:30 pm and now something happened. I am all teary and feeling sad. I don't really know why. I am concerned about the three chest xrays that I have had in last couple of months. There is something that they suspected was artifactual. What the heck does that mean? Hubby says that if it was something to be concerned about they would have called me in right away, but I worry anyway. I haven't been this down in quite a while. It seems dumb, I don't have any more shots to give myself. I am home free until the 18th of Jan and round two of chemo. *sigh*
Maybe it is that I still have a long way to go. This round of chemo and the various side effects haven't been that bad but the thought that I will be going through this over and over........ugh. I feel like I want to run away. *sigh*