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finally, for the first time in a long time i am feeling content. usually im so restless. but some things are just out of my control. im more comfortable with my current situation. all things happen for a reason. although i do not feel that things are perfect...but is life ever? that answer is so clearly no. my life is far from it!
but the new year is upon us. and i have decided not to make any new years resolutions. they always back fire on me! 2 years ago i made the obvious resolution to lose weight. yea i gained weight....lol, but lost again the next year. last year i decided to cut down the drama in my life. then comes the most dramatic year of my life. so this year...nothing. i am giving myself no room for possible improvement but at least i know it can get any worse! the glass is sooo half full. lets just hope that when it becomes 2006 i wont be peeing.....cause that caued my 2005 to be pretty pissy. fo' real.
but the new year is upon us. and i have decided not to make any new years resolutions. they always back fire on me! 2 years ago i made the obvious resolution to lose weight. yea i gained weight....lol, but lost again the next year. last year i decided to cut down the drama in my life. then comes the most dramatic year of my life. so this year...nothing. i am giving myself no room for possible improvement but at least i know it can get any worse! the glass is sooo half full. lets just hope that when it becomes 2006 i wont be peeing.....cause that caued my 2005 to be pretty pissy. fo' real.