so anyway...
what's the point?!
pick up and move on i guess...
i secretly hate spending energy on something and then it just falls apart...
my parents decided they don't have money to help me pay rent.. and they said i should "start looking for some other schools"...
how disappointing... to move home from University and do absolutely nothing... believe you me i'm trying to get a job... but it's so difficult right now... as i'm not really the most desirable applicant... but i plug on.. filling those applications and being rejected left and right... it's not the first time and it won't be the last.
i guess i just want something to lean on... i'm so tired of having only myself... especially that i'm not all there to begin with.
there just is so much negativity right now in my life...
it's so exhausting.. i do nothing all day... i feel SO worthless.. helpless and worthless.
give me the gun... i'm sick and tired... i'd like to cash out now.
pick up and move on i guess...
i secretly hate spending energy on something and then it just falls apart...
my parents decided they don't have money to help me pay rent.. and they said i should "start looking for some other schools"...
how disappointing... to move home from University and do absolutely nothing... believe you me i'm trying to get a job... but it's so difficult right now... as i'm not really the most desirable applicant... but i plug on.. filling those applications and being rejected left and right... it's not the first time and it won't be the last.
i guess i just want something to lean on... i'm so tired of having only myself... especially that i'm not all there to begin with.
there just is so much negativity right now in my life...
it's so exhausting.. i do nothing all day... i feel SO worthless.. helpless and worthless.
give me the gun... i'm sick and tired... i'd like to cash out now.