upsidedown american
okay so lemme lay this down...
hi my name is audrey. I'm kinda crazy, but it's just because i like to have fun... i get distracted easily, but not when it is really important. I've got a big heart i think, for what i've been through. I'm not really cool or anything. I don't have a scene, i'm not a punk rocker.. i'm just myself. I don't have a cool vintage record collection w/ a perfectly cute genre-matching haircut... i don't spend hours or a lot of money on finding outfits that fit into a scene. i buy what i like and i do what i want. I'm a nerd, i love to laugh, i think a lot of things are funny in ways that other people dont. I don't have a lot of friends... in fact... i don't know if i really have anyone i can call up and talk to when i really need to say what's on my mind. People say they care about me, and i guess some of them do... i embrace people for who they are, when they live out their personality on a true and genuine level, i can't help but LOVE it!
sometimes i feel bad about how hyper i can get.. and i feel like people secretly dislike that about me. I hate being something people have to "deal with"... so far no one's really loved it... haha... i'm not magazine beautiful... but i can be cute sometimes... i have a lot of feelings, and they strike me hard... i spend a lot of time on the internet. I'm not super smart, but i have an iron will for things i'm passionate about. i secretly love doing nothing with my friends... i can get out of hand... and i don't knwo waht to do about it.
i care about a lot of people, and when it's real important to me, i'm in it 100%... which can be good and bad. I'm the kind of person who does what her heart wants and plays blind to obvious coming repercussions. I'm secretly Optimistic in a pessimistic kind of way. I am pretty spritual with a lot of things, but i keep it real the best i can. I try to inspire others, and be the best person i can, and i do my best to keep my head up!.. Even though it's sooo easy to be down. Truth, Clarity, Understanding, Love, Unity, Equality, and brotherhood are my key essentials. After watching Big Fish, i decided that it's true.. that "the biggest fish get that way because they're never caught"... maybe i should live my life like that for awhile... even though i'll probably procrastinate until my heart and mind are ready for it. Though they may be few, i know who of my friends are there for me when i really need it... and i love em all to the very end.
hi my name is audrey. I'm kinda crazy, but it's just because i like to have fun... i get distracted easily, but not when it is really important. I've got a big heart i think, for what i've been through. I'm not really cool or anything. I don't have a scene, i'm not a punk rocker.. i'm just myself. I don't have a cool vintage record collection w/ a perfectly cute genre-matching haircut... i don't spend hours or a lot of money on finding outfits that fit into a scene. i buy what i like and i do what i want. I'm a nerd, i love to laugh, i think a lot of things are funny in ways that other people dont. I don't have a lot of friends... in fact... i don't know if i really have anyone i can call up and talk to when i really need to say what's on my mind. People say they care about me, and i guess some of them do... i embrace people for who they are, when they live out their personality on a true and genuine level, i can't help but LOVE it!
sometimes i feel bad about how hyper i can get.. and i feel like people secretly dislike that about me. I hate being something people have to "deal with"... so far no one's really loved it... haha... i'm not magazine beautiful... but i can be cute sometimes... i have a lot of feelings, and they strike me hard... i spend a lot of time on the internet. I'm not super smart, but i have an iron will for things i'm passionate about. i secretly love doing nothing with my friends... i can get out of hand... and i don't knwo waht to do about it.
i care about a lot of people, and when it's real important to me, i'm in it 100%... which can be good and bad. I'm the kind of person who does what her heart wants and plays blind to obvious coming repercussions. I'm secretly Optimistic in a pessimistic kind of way. I am pretty spritual with a lot of things, but i keep it real the best i can. I try to inspire others, and be the best person i can, and i do my best to keep my head up!.. Even though it's sooo easy to be down. Truth, Clarity, Understanding, Love, Unity, Equality, and brotherhood are my key essentials. After watching Big Fish, i decided that it's true.. that "the biggest fish get that way because they're never caught"... maybe i should live my life like that for awhile... even though i'll probably procrastinate until my heart and mind are ready for it. Though they may be few, i know who of my friends are there for me when i really need it... and i love em all to the very end.