all i do i wanna do with you
i miss him so much. it's silly, i know. it's only been what... four days? how will i fare in boot camp, and school? the way i see it, there, i'll have something to distract me. i'll be too busy learning and working to miss him like i do now.
it's sad... well. no, i guess it does make sense. this is the longest we've been apart. AND, i have eight more days to wait before i see him again. i made him promise to call me today, and here it is 9.00 and he hasn't called! what a jerk. i know he's busy having fun with his friends, but all i want is for him to call me... it's not like he has to cut an hour out of his schedule to devote time to missing me. *sigh* i feel like an impatient new girlfriend, unsure whether the new guy will call or not, waiting by the phone with bated breath. i pretty much slept and watched movies all day, blegh. i thought that "relaxing" would make me feel better, but really i just feel like i wasted a lot of time. i'm going to eaton's tomorrow i think. there's nothing to DO with john not here... everything i do, i usually do with him, with very few exceptions. it's not that i don't have a life when he's gone, just that i would prefer to do all those random things with him than alone.
*sigh again* i miss him so much! i want my lover back. i wish he'd call! i already texted him twice so i'm not gonna again. damn him... all i wanted was a call :(
it's sad... well. no, i guess it does make sense. this is the longest we've been apart. AND, i have eight more days to wait before i see him again. i made him promise to call me today, and here it is 9.00 and he hasn't called! what a jerk. i know he's busy having fun with his friends, but all i want is for him to call me... it's not like he has to cut an hour out of his schedule to devote time to missing me. *sigh* i feel like an impatient new girlfriend, unsure whether the new guy will call or not, waiting by the phone with bated breath. i pretty much slept and watched movies all day, blegh. i thought that "relaxing" would make me feel better, but really i just feel like i wasted a lot of time. i'm going to eaton's tomorrow i think. there's nothing to DO with john not here... everything i do, i usually do with him, with very few exceptions. it's not that i don't have a life when he's gone, just that i would prefer to do all those random things with him than alone.
*sigh again* i miss him so much! i want my lover back. i wish he'd call! i already texted him twice so i'm not gonna again. damn him... all i wanted was a call :(