It's crazy

Aug 05, 2006 23:51

I've just been thinking a lot today about how crazy this really is. This. The fact that this is my ver last weekend home ever while living at home. It's strange to think about, really. Sure I'll be coming back every 2 or 3 weeks but it won't be the same. There will be a cold familiarity to my room, to the kitchen, to my couch, even to my back porch of all places. I can't believe it's really happening-that we're never going back to Newsome, and that we're really leaving (except USF kids, kind of). Are we really prepared to call ourselves adults? Nah, didn't think so.

How weird it is to think back to a year, to even six months ago, and how eager I was to leave Brandon, Florida. Now it seems there is a little trepidation in the movement of it all. Now it's how many hugs and kisses do my parents get because they can't just come home to me from work with a fresh pot of tea, clean counter, and clothes folded and placed away. Now it's spending time with people around me and packing boxes instead of bitching about Mrs. Peters and lame ass Almand. It seems like there is still so much for me to do in (what?!) 6 days and I can't get it all done. Oh well, whatever.

I'm ready to go. I'm ready to get there, move in, hit the ground running, try out for Disney, and just get my life on the road.


Tina
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