More rollercoasters, whoopie?
Because my middle name is trouble, I had some incidents.
1. Job trouble
My probation at the job is being extended which I think is fair because I'm still not where I'm sure they want me to be. Cue two more months of killing myself at the job.
2. Romance hilarity
In other news, I started seeing a 25 year old. Which is a bit ironic because he was one of the six eligible bachelors I whored out on my website. That ended rather hilariously. Long story, not fit for your ears. We're still talking on IM now and it's actually much better off for us not dating. Without the physicality getting in the way we connect better.
3. New doors
I have an interview in Singapore. I've been waiting forever to go and this might be the chance I've been waiting for. But I'm torn because I'm so plugged into church, my family, my friends. Leaving now feels such a wrench.
If I get the job, I'll move. That's how it is. So I guess worrying or beating myself up over it right now won't help things. Part of me thinks that I'm being a coward going back there to do what I'm good at instead of toughing it out in PR.
Sigh. I feel so conflicted.
1. Job trouble
My probation at the job is being extended which I think is fair because I'm still not where I'm sure they want me to be. Cue two more months of killing myself at the job.
2. Romance hilarity
In other news, I started seeing a 25 year old. Which is a bit ironic because he was one of the six eligible bachelors I whored out on my website. That ended rather hilariously. Long story, not fit for your ears. We're still talking on IM now and it's actually much better off for us not dating. Without the physicality getting in the way we connect better.
3. New doors
I have an interview in Singapore. I've been waiting forever to go and this might be the chance I've been waiting for. But I'm torn because I'm so plugged into church, my family, my friends. Leaving now feels such a wrench.
If I get the job, I'll move. That's how it is. So I guess worrying or beating myself up over it right now won't help things. Part of me thinks that I'm being a coward going back there to do what I'm good at instead of toughing it out in PR.
Sigh. I feel so conflicted.