Jun 14, 2009 19:40
I am back, my lovelies!
With new stories of epic drama.
J came moping at my doorstep, broken up over being dumped by the chick who he so QUICKLY MOVED ON WITH after dumping me.
Irony is him seeking an agony aunt in the girl whose heart he broke in January. Karma, you are still my biatch. <3.
And then after I pat his head and attempt to cheer him up with my stuffed toy sheep Boogie, he lets loose the bombshell: he was dating my junior. A girl who reports to me for one of my accounts.
I go mental and proceed to attempt to get him out of my house.
1. You dump me without giving me the least bit of say.
2. Then you attempt to dump your pain on me
3. You're dating my fucking colleague. LOVELY.
I cried after he left. Mostly because I too am whiny and self absorbed. Yeah, boo hoo, he moved on with a girl I have to talk to everyday and be reminded that he fought to be with her when he didn't fight for me. ANGST. MOPE. CRY.
Well, the guy I think is hot and I'm secretly crushing on shows up at my office. We have mutual friends so I discreetly let it slip to mutual friend I'm interested. Next day, crush asks me out to lunch.
The date was...interesting. We talked and found out we have so much in common it's a bit freaky.
I'm interested. I don't know if he is, though. Sigh.
But I left the ball in his court. So. If there is a second date, it'll happen. Else, well, I let slip to another friend I would consider dating her housemate. Who is funny, quirky and not all that bad looking.
I am single and available and I will let the whole damn world know it.
Yes, I am being proactive rather than whine whine whine oh I haven't gotten a date in 6 months and stupid bugger ex already started something with another girl whine whine whine.
I did tell my ex to bugger off kindly but told him I'd pray for him. Emailed a lengthy explanation about why he DOESN'T HAVE FRIENDS (because you're a self-absorbed selfish bastard) and then told him to not hang out with me till I recover totally from all the pain he gave me.
Then I texted him to take care, that I thought of him when I was at a service and pastor spoke about broken people. He responded saying that he was sorry for being such a suckass and that he would try and be a better person. I hope he really does.
So. Yes. Dear God, I've been a good girl and even forgiving of heartless, self-absorbed numbnuts like my ex. So I can haz new not f-ed up bf kthksbai?
I can always hope.