Six weeks until my birthday! ^_ ( Read more... )

So here's the deal. I can't leave until I have approximately four hundred dollars. The first week without pay will cost me about two hundred dollars alone, not including other expenses. And I realized I threw out my old work shoes a few months ago. Oops! So I need to buy another pair, and they aren't cheap! I'm trying to figure out if I should sell ( Read more... )

Other people, who shall remain nameless, juat are kinda floating in and out of my life, and they don't "do" anything except float. And in that floating, they continue to mount miniscule value and importance to me. It's like it's important for me to ignore them, but [it's] even more important for everything about me to be so fabulous, that ignoring ( Read more... )

I have to get my life together first.
I have to get my life together first.
I have to get my life together first.
What am I supposed to do next?

Note to self: I want this [see music below] album. I think it's the Whisper & a Sigh album. Get it!

Perhaps the cycle of flaws is the true identity of perfection. People live their lives telling themselves, "This is as good as it gets," or even the infamous line, "Tomorrow will be better ( Read more... )

I don't need this positive thinking crap. I'll talk like that on my own in another six months, and then no one will want to hear from me then.

Grrrr!

I'm going shopping! See, this is how you can help destroy me? Happy now?????

Smiling is painful. A single moment of happiness (or something like it) can ruin me for hours.

The people outside sound happy. It makes me sad.

I will be better in a few minutes. It comes and goes.

I have, without a doubt, reverted to my old ways in a new way. I am in a completely different situation than ever before, but I am still the same person. Marriage did not change me, it simply forced consistency and stability and a wonderful young man I cannot simply dump no matter how finicky I get. Not that I want to dump him, but I did have a ( Read more... )

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Feeling backed into a corner now. Please, let me out!

*going bonkers surely*

There's only one solution. The book solution. How I wish to make the traitorous trek a success!

Not very clear, am I?

Oh, my. I haven't eaten much these last few days.