Stayed home today to fight this flu today with some good strong antihistamines. Ive been kicking its ass and I feel much better. But good drugs cant account for a sudden faint but persistent sense of something really cool happening in the collective cosmosphere, one I felt before this summer but had been eclipsed recently by recurrent personal crises. Ive been laboring under a lot of despair and confusion lately, more in the last 5 years than any other time in my life, but I think Im starting to actually see some real light(s) at the end of this tunnel, both inside myself and in the exteriror world around me. More on that later.
[Speaking of eclipses, theres a solar eclipse tomorrow in fact, and its the Equinox as well. There was also one this spring wasnt there? This is definitely a cosmological gate in itself. But theres more to it than even that.]
But anyway, for a good portion of this year Ive been having the most intense deja vus, evoked mostly by selling lots of scifi pulps, which I also did in 2000 (many of which had cover stories about the year 2000, nice irony there huh?). In fact, by random chance, they were almost the same exact issues I sold then too. Then starting a job at copy shop recently was also a deja vu since I did that in 2000 as well.
Venturing deep into tinfoil hat territory, Id been recently considering 911 couldve had some effect on time (or our perception of it) or perhaps was some kind of attack on the implicate order itself, that accounted for my sense of deja vu. Of course the more practical answer is that the events of 911, like all things on this tiny planet, were a co-manifestation of cosmic energies but perhaps energies with extremely rare frequency.
Then today I find this article:
Astrological Timewarp Revealed The current positions of Jupiter, Saturn, and Neptune as they combine in their T-Square are either at or approaching the degrees occupied by Jupiter and Saturn during May 2000. These shared degrees are the equivalent of an astrological combination lock, which means as the weeks unfold each of us is likely to feel the ping of a cosmic click, personal or collective. This heightened awareness is an opportunity to contemplate what was set in motion at that time and what still needs to be adjusted or recalibrated in order to integrate
what's transpired over the last several years.
Time distortions often make continuity problematic, and even though we suspect linear reality is an illusion, life just seems easier when it follows straight lines. This week as astral lines connect the past to the present, seize the opportunity to connect the dots....
"Problematic continuity" indeed, the last 5 years have seemed completely aprogressive for me, a straight march up a hill of crap that never plateaus, and antiprogressive in the world around me, as we The People labor under the tyranny of our mad king. This temporal vortex may lie not only at the crux of my own personal stuckness but also that of our whole country. Is it possible the cosmos is setting up to finally bring us a much needed reprieve from our overall circumstantial trap? That we may now move on to new opportunities and a healing of years of darkness? It has to, it must. Roll on Great Wheel of God and bring us closer to the Light, please.
UPDATE:
The Transfromative Energies of the 9/22/06 Eclipse On September 22, 2006, we’re going to have a New Moon solar eclipse. It will occur at 4:45 a.m., PDT at 29 degrees Virgo 20 minutes. And it is an eclipse with the power of one hundred times the normal energy, behind it. This is a COSMIC GIFT coming
our way. Initiation is being offered to everyone who desires it! Are you prepared? Do you want to take advantage of this cosmic event that happens once only every 247 years? Read on!