monkey gone to heaven
there was a guy...
ok! well, life seems to be going pretty fucking awesome lately. and by lately i mean in that last few months. i've met a great girl who i really like. i got a new job a few weeks back with absolutely awesome people. i've stopped the retarded mindset of extremities in drinking, and instead just make sure i'm with good people, and then call it quits. it actually works.
if the devil is 6, then the devil is 6, and god is seven...
i feel a lot of weight has lifted off me. not analyzing thyself has amazing benefits. i feel the job i left, the girl i used to date, etc...it's one of those "you gotta let it go for real" kind of experiences. i've never been good at that. i dwell, i think, i recreate. it's self destructive. not good.
fun at the time, but meh. i digress.
i love what's going on these days. i feel light...and i'm still doing the workout thing. getting my own place going again soon, in abby still, but with new relationships i feel it's necessary. have talked about kids, travel, etc. it feels dream like. but dreams are real like right?
as a flawed human being, i feel if fate is doing it's thing beyond my normal social structure, i just have to accept the things i cannot change and adapt to the things that annoy me. it's my version of the serenity prayer - no doubt altered.
on the gaming side of things, i've taken an unnatural liking to super street fighter 4...i love it. WILL FIGHT ANYONE. gamertag is still General Knocks. bring it, i'll take you down with gouken hehe :)
nighty,
xoxo Jess
ok! well, life seems to be going pretty fucking awesome lately. and by lately i mean in that last few months. i've met a great girl who i really like. i got a new job a few weeks back with absolutely awesome people. i've stopped the retarded mindset of extremities in drinking, and instead just make sure i'm with good people, and then call it quits. it actually works.
if the devil is 6, then the devil is 6, and god is seven...
i feel a lot of weight has lifted off me. not analyzing thyself has amazing benefits. i feel the job i left, the girl i used to date, etc...it's one of those "you gotta let it go for real" kind of experiences. i've never been good at that. i dwell, i think, i recreate. it's self destructive. not good.
fun at the time, but meh. i digress.
i love what's going on these days. i feel light...and i'm still doing the workout thing. getting my own place going again soon, in abby still, but with new relationships i feel it's necessary. have talked about kids, travel, etc. it feels dream like. but dreams are real like right?
as a flawed human being, i feel if fate is doing it's thing beyond my normal social structure, i just have to accept the things i cannot change and adapt to the things that annoy me. it's my version of the serenity prayer - no doubt altered.
on the gaming side of things, i've taken an unnatural liking to super street fighter 4...i love it. WILL FIGHT ANYONE. gamertag is still General Knocks. bring it, i'll take you down with gouken hehe :)
nighty,
xoxo Jess