A Fangirl's Story
Pairing: Leeteuk/You
Author: aendimnida
Rating: G
Warning: Fail Hangul
Summary: Leetuk is getting married ...
"Yes, we're getting married." I just stared at his face... the face of the man I have known and loved for three years. Leeteuk oppa was so happy as he made the announcement. I looked around me. All of my friends were smiling, too.
"Lucky girl!" they said while they patted me on the back. The interviewer sighed, and said "I knew this was coming...Congratulations!" then he looked at our direction. My friends giggled as they kept shaking me. I, on the other hand, tried to stay still and listened intently. The date was already set, almost everything's already planned. The rest of the Super Junior members approached him, and I could see that they were crying.
I couldn't contain my emotions anymore, so I stood up from the sofa...
...and turned off my laptop.
"Hey, we're still watching!!" One of my friends complained. The rest nodded in agreement. Aish! How could they be so insensitive?!
"Watch it somewhere else!" I said as I grabbed my laptop and ran away to my room.
I immediately lied down on my bed and shifted to every position that I find comfortable, so as to console myself. I preferred to be alone not because I wanted to, but because no one would understand. My parents never took me seriously whenever I talked about oppa, and my friends thought that my feelings for him are worse than one-sided love. It was as if he exists, but he will forever remain in my imagination. Only.
"Life is unfair" I cried silently. But that's just the way it is. I'm not THAT girl... and I can't do anything about it.
I remembered the time when I first saw his angelic face......on YouTube. The moment I saw him, I started to love Super Junior...especially him. I remembered the time when they had their concert here in our country. I did everything just to meet oppa. My parents called me crazy, because I was willing to spend my all of my savings just to buy the concert ticket, but I didn't care. My friends called me a stalker, because I did everything just to get into the fan meeting and I kept Tweeting them almost everyday, but I didn't care. I knew myself better, and I knew for sure that I am neither crazy nor a stalker. I just want Leeteuk oppa to feel my presence...... even though it was quite impossible.
Without realizing it, I already spent the whole afternoon thinking about our love story... yes, our love story. We never dated, we never kissed, we never wrote sweet letters for each other. He even ignores all my messages on Twitter! I felt his presence, he never knew that I existed... but somehow I've been hoping that one day, among all his fan girls, I'm just here...waiting. I considered it our love story because although the love was one sided, it had been real. The only difference was that it was only I who felt the connection.
"Hey!! You've been inside your room for hours! Get out now!" said one of my friends who seemed to be giggling. They don't understand, and that's one thing that I hate the most. Being a fan girl is hard. We care about things that others see as pointless.
"Just a minute..." I said, as I turned on my laptop again...
Leeteuk oppa,
Congratulations!
It's sad that you didn't even wait for me...kekeke.
I just want you to know that I am one of your biggest fans...and I love you.
Thank you for all the joys and tears that we shared... thank you for all those years oppa. Our love for you is more than you could ever imagine!!
God bless you and your wife. Take care of her~
-your fan
I put these words in an online translator, and tweeted it to oppa:
"Teukie 오빠,
축하합니다!
그것은 당신은 나를 위해 ... ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ 기다을 안 슬픈 있습니다.
난 그냥 당신이 내가 당신의 가장 큰 팬들 ... 누구인지 알고 싶어하고 당신을 사랑합니다.
모든 기쁨과 눈물에 대해 우리가 공유 감사합니다 ... 그 긴 시간 동안셔서 감사합니다, 오빠. 당신은 어느 때보 다 상상할 수있는 더 많은 경우에 우리의 사랑!
하나님은 당신과 당신의 아내를 축복. 그녀의 ~를 부탁해
- 당신의 팬이"
I know these words aren't enough to show him how I really feel, but I hoped that even though the Hangul was wrong, he would get the message... everything that's written on my heart.
I wiped my tears and felt satisfied. I clicked the "Tweet" button, no caring if he would read my message or not. If it's not meant to be, then it's not meant to be.
"We're still counting... you've been there for more that 10minutes right after you said 'just a minute...'" my friends teased.
"Fine. I'll be there!"
I was about to sign out when I got this message:
special1004 "@_*_*_*_, 감사합니다! 내 말은, ELF를 당신을 사랑 해요!" (@[my username] thank you! I love you, ELF!)
and that was the only thing that he Tweeted on that day...
Even that was enough. :3
Author: aendimnida
Rating: G
Warning: Fail Hangul
Summary: Leetuk is getting married ...
"Yes, we're getting married." I just stared at his face... the face of the man I have known and loved for three years. Leeteuk oppa was so happy as he made the announcement. I looked around me. All of my friends were smiling, too.
"Lucky girl!" they said while they patted me on the back. The interviewer sighed, and said "I knew this was coming...Congratulations!" then he looked at our direction. My friends giggled as they kept shaking me. I, on the other hand, tried to stay still and listened intently. The date was already set, almost everything's already planned. The rest of the Super Junior members approached him, and I could see that they were crying.
I couldn't contain my emotions anymore, so I stood up from the sofa...
...and turned off my laptop.
"Hey, we're still watching!!" One of my friends complained. The rest nodded in agreement. Aish! How could they be so insensitive?!
"Watch it somewhere else!" I said as I grabbed my laptop and ran away to my room.
I immediately lied down on my bed and shifted to every position that I find comfortable, so as to console myself. I preferred to be alone not because I wanted to, but because no one would understand. My parents never took me seriously whenever I talked about oppa, and my friends thought that my feelings for him are worse than one-sided love. It was as if he exists, but he will forever remain in my imagination. Only.
"Life is unfair" I cried silently. But that's just the way it is. I'm not THAT girl... and I can't do anything about it.
I remembered the time when I first saw his angelic face......on YouTube. The moment I saw him, I started to love Super Junior...especially him. I remembered the time when they had their concert here in our country. I did everything just to meet oppa. My parents called me crazy, because I was willing to spend my all of my savings just to buy the concert ticket, but I didn't care. My friends called me a stalker, because I did everything just to get into the fan meeting and I kept Tweeting them almost everyday, but I didn't care. I knew myself better, and I knew for sure that I am neither crazy nor a stalker. I just want Leeteuk oppa to feel my presence...... even though it was quite impossible.
Without realizing it, I already spent the whole afternoon thinking about our love story... yes, our love story. We never dated, we never kissed, we never wrote sweet letters for each other. He even ignores all my messages on Twitter! I felt his presence, he never knew that I existed... but somehow I've been hoping that one day, among all his fan girls, I'm just here...waiting. I considered it our love story because although the love was one sided, it had been real. The only difference was that it was only I who felt the connection.
"Hey!! You've been inside your room for hours! Get out now!" said one of my friends who seemed to be giggling. They don't understand, and that's one thing that I hate the most. Being a fan girl is hard. We care about things that others see as pointless.
"Just a minute..." I said, as I turned on my laptop again...
Leeteuk oppa,
Congratulations!
It's sad that you didn't even wait for me...kekeke.
I just want you to know that I am one of your biggest fans...and I love you.
Thank you for all the joys and tears that we shared... thank you for all those years oppa. Our love for you is more than you could ever imagine!!
God bless you and your wife. Take care of her~
-your fan
I put these words in an online translator, and tweeted it to oppa:
"Teukie 오빠,
축하합니다!
그것은 당신은 나를 위해 ... ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ 기다을 안 슬픈 있습니다.
난 그냥 당신이 내가 당신의 가장 큰 팬들 ... 누구인지 알고 싶어하고 당신을 사랑합니다.
모든 기쁨과 눈물에 대해 우리가 공유 감사합니다 ... 그 긴 시간 동안셔서 감사합니다, 오빠. 당신은 어느 때보 다 상상할 수있는 더 많은 경우에 우리의 사랑!
하나님은 당신과 당신의 아내를 축복. 그녀의 ~를 부탁해
- 당신의 팬이"
I know these words aren't enough to show him how I really feel, but I hoped that even though the Hangul was wrong, he would get the message... everything that's written on my heart.
I wiped my tears and felt satisfied. I clicked the "Tweet" button, no caring if he would read my message or not. If it's not meant to be, then it's not meant to be.
"We're still counting... you've been there for more that 10minutes right after you said 'just a minute...'" my friends teased.
"Fine. I'll be there!"
I was about to sign out when I got this message:
special1004 "@_*_*_*_, 감사합니다! 내 말은, ELF를 당신을 사랑 해요!" (@[my username] thank you! I love you, ELF!)
and that was the only thing that he Tweeted on that day...
Even that was enough. :3