Jul 08, 2005 10:29
I hate to write this, or even to this right now...we got a letter yesterday from the lady who owns this house. She asked us to move...so we have to pack up everything and move again. This really sucks, I was hoping jonathan could come up here and be with me in this house...to dance out on the blacony, to walk within the field together...doesn't look like that will happen. I thought my friends could come over on halloween and have this huge party...i thought we were staying but look at me now...we aren't and it sucks again. I don't want to move away I really don't. Why can't we just have stayed in the house in mount vernon...i was with my friend and everything was great, Mount vernon is my home town and I am running away from it, well thats what I feel. I am going to miss this house so much...well I guess I should go and start packing...hopefully we will be here this coming next month...hopefully she will give us that time to find a house...I will talk to you guys later...feeling down and all...* Down and about to cry*
~Rachael