Disappointment...
I bet your all wondering how I am and what I have been up to. But more I bet you wonder why my title says "Disappointment". There are alot of people who are in my life dragging me down, they do something I never thought they would do, and it just disappoints me in so many ways. There actions should not be going how they are showing them, locking ther....wait I am not going to get into that part. You know its hard to disappoint me, there are key points which just I hate and would wonder why someone would do such things. Two poeple in this world I know have disappointed me, there actions are going to bring them down in the end. I hope they see what they are doing to themselves and others. Tears are shade, anger builds, and hate grows more and more with those people. Others shake it off and try to forget it, I hope they can. These people have disappointed me so much, I won't say who but i know one person who will read this will know what I am talking about. Disappointed...and...anger...leave me be. To a message to those people who have showed me there actions the way they did, i hope you see what your doing and what your throwing away, maybe one day I can talk to one of them again but they have made anger towards others and actions which are stupid.
But anyways...I don't want to be angry through this whole thing, so lets talk about what I am happy about. Tommorrow I may be going over to the mall with Paige and Serah, I am going to go shopping with them, well most I will be there hanging out...no money to spend. Lol...but its ok, i love to hang out with true friends. * tells self* Stop rachael be happy...don't slam...your so stupid...so knock it off...*
I hope it will be fun tommorrow, i know it will be. I will love to hang out with friends and just have a great time. Oh heres a new fact I learned last month...I was born at 7 months..but anyways off subject. (That was really random). But Paige told me that kids who were born eariler, well they usually turn out crazy...I looked at her wondering if I was crazy...ummm...hmmm...I don't think so. But people have been calling me that lately but o well. I may have to go and figure out something to do...but wait.
Paige's House
At Paiges house it was so much Fun! We talked alot, it felt so nice because I had been stuck in this house for like 5 weeks and all. But like we talked fora while when trying to go to sleep, but paige couldn't sleep so she got up and I wanted to sleep. So she left and I fell asleep, she came back and I woke up. I started talking again then started to poke a pillow for 20 minutes....don't ask...But then when we next woke up paige took a shower and then we were walking to chruch and before we left Jonathan had called. So exciting and we were walking and paige reminded me it was his brithday by saying " Tell him Happy brithday by me". I was all like " oh my gawd I forgot..." Then I was actting like a forgot but I felt so bad about it. But it was all in good fun. Chruch was pretty fun and all. Paige wasn't feeling good most of the time, but you know I didn't care if she was sick, I was just happy to be there. If she got me sick i won't care. It was just so great at her house, also Sams cat is so rocken awsome! I love to play with that little kitten ( Oh Paige tell sam "HI!!!" from me and hug her lol. ) But yeah it was great fun and all.
Jonathan called me today and we talked for like a few minutes....his voice puts me to ease...takes all the anger from me and makes me feel so peaceful. I guess his mom is looking for something for me, I guess she likes me. I said she doesn't have to get me anything but I guess she is going to. I guess I am fitting into the family pretty well, which makes me happy. Jonathan is going to buy me a new pair of boots and he is also going to open a shared accont for us, so when I get a job i can put money in, and then he wants to put money in for me so that I will have money. I said not to...but he won't listen...but he is the greatest guy ever..hehe. I love him so so so so so so so so much hehe.
I guess i should go...talk to you all later, I hope to talk to some of you soon. Tommorrow should be fun..I mean hanging out with SERAH AND THEN PAIGE WOW!!! lol. Love ya all. Farewell for now...
~Rachael
But anyways...I don't want to be angry through this whole thing, so lets talk about what I am happy about. Tommorrow I may be going over to the mall with Paige and Serah, I am going to go shopping with them, well most I will be there hanging out...no money to spend. Lol...but its ok, i love to hang out with true friends. * tells self* Stop rachael be happy...don't slam...your so stupid...so knock it off...*
I hope it will be fun tommorrow, i know it will be. I will love to hang out with friends and just have a great time. Oh heres a new fact I learned last month...I was born at 7 months..but anyways off subject. (That was really random). But Paige told me that kids who were born eariler, well they usually turn out crazy...I looked at her wondering if I was crazy...ummm...hmmm...I don't think so. But people have been calling me that lately but o well. I may have to go and figure out something to do...but wait.
Paige's House
At Paiges house it was so much Fun! We talked alot, it felt so nice because I had been stuck in this house for like 5 weeks and all. But like we talked fora while when trying to go to sleep, but paige couldn't sleep so she got up and I wanted to sleep. So she left and I fell asleep, she came back and I woke up. I started talking again then started to poke a pillow for 20 minutes....don't ask...But then when we next woke up paige took a shower and then we were walking to chruch and before we left Jonathan had called. So exciting and we were walking and paige reminded me it was his brithday by saying " Tell him Happy brithday by me". I was all like " oh my gawd I forgot..." Then I was actting like a forgot but I felt so bad about it. But it was all in good fun. Chruch was pretty fun and all. Paige wasn't feeling good most of the time, but you know I didn't care if she was sick, I was just happy to be there. If she got me sick i won't care. It was just so great at her house, also Sams cat is so rocken awsome! I love to play with that little kitten ( Oh Paige tell sam "HI!!!" from me and hug her lol. ) But yeah it was great fun and all.
Jonathan called me today and we talked for like a few minutes....his voice puts me to ease...takes all the anger from me and makes me feel so peaceful. I guess his mom is looking for something for me, I guess she likes me. I said she doesn't have to get me anything but I guess she is going to. I guess I am fitting into the family pretty well, which makes me happy. Jonathan is going to buy me a new pair of boots and he is also going to open a shared accont for us, so when I get a job i can put money in, and then he wants to put money in for me so that I will have money. I said not to...but he won't listen...but he is the greatest guy ever..hehe. I love him so so so so so so so so much hehe.
I guess i should go...talk to you all later, I hope to talk to some of you soon. Tommorrow should be fun..I mean hanging out with SERAH AND THEN PAIGE WOW!!! lol. Love ya all. Farewell for now...
~Rachael