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I cry as i type this in. I am going to the field today. I am going to buy a rose and I am going to the place where me and Raven used to go and talk. I have to let him go...i have to let him know I am alright. But this is going to hurt so much. To look around see memories that were just taken from me in one single day. My heart hurts within all this and it can't take the beatings that it has taken and will be getting. Will someone please come and make the heart heal once again.....I need it so becasue I have this pain building in me....building to a point where I can't take it within. I yell out in my mind when i smile. I cry inside myself when I laugh. Someone could end this pain and let me heal...someone please heal me....