Stay bright, little fireflies..
I have never felt comfortable telling people everything that I am feeling, so writing things is a little difficult. I am not the best writer, nor am I a great speller. (honestly spell-check is a God) But sometimes writing down the things that are bothering me helps.
~The main thing that is always bothering me is the time difference. I really don't like it. Cami and I have a 9 hour time difference. That means when its 12:00 here its 21:00 there. So we have ended up having an odd schedule for sleep and well everything else. I try to sleep early so I can be awake earlier, and she stays up later. But it just never seems like enough. I wish we could spend all day together. I wish I lived with her.
~Another thing is, I recently moved in with my grandmother and she is driving me crazy. XD I moved in with her for money and safety issues. (e are both on our own and it is smarter to not be alone when you have asthma) Honestly though, she is the moodiest person I have ever met. She gets mad at me for the smallest of reason and then yells and throws things around. And when she does this what do I do? I sit there and wait till she is done, walk to my room and cry. *head desk* She is always telling me to eat, which to some of you that know me its a good thing (yay stevi is eating) But she doesn't need to tell me to eat every hour. I am kinda responsible (kinda) I can remember to eat. Ok, maybe she could just tell me like once a day or so.. XD
~Christmas is coming up and everyone will be all happy and cheerful, but not me. I will not be very happy because I am the happiest when I am talking to my girlfriend. But at christmas I don't know if we are going to be able to talk though. Last year we were not able to cause she was with her family. This year I have to be over at my sisters house and I am not sure about her and her family. :/
...I want endless amount of money. Or just enough to be able to move to Austria and still have enough to pay rent for about 5 years. (I should have a job by then) Oh and the ability to hear any language and be able to speak it *__* that would definitely come in handy. XDD
~The main thing that is always bothering me is the time difference. I really don't like it. Cami and I have a 9 hour time difference. That means when its 12:00 here its 21:00 there. So we have ended up having an odd schedule for sleep and well everything else. I try to sleep early so I can be awake earlier, and she stays up later. But it just never seems like enough. I wish we could spend all day together. I wish I lived with her.
~Another thing is, I recently moved in with my grandmother and she is driving me crazy. XD I moved in with her for money and safety issues. (e are both on our own and it is smarter to not be alone when you have asthma) Honestly though, she is the moodiest person I have ever met. She gets mad at me for the smallest of reason and then yells and throws things around. And when she does this what do I do? I sit there and wait till she is done, walk to my room and cry. *head desk* She is always telling me to eat, which to some of you that know me its a good thing (yay stevi is eating) But she doesn't need to tell me to eat every hour. I am kinda responsible (kinda) I can remember to eat. Ok, maybe she could just tell me like once a day or so.. XD
~Christmas is coming up and everyone will be all happy and cheerful, but not me. I will not be very happy because I am the happiest when I am talking to my girlfriend. But at christmas I don't know if we are going to be able to talk though. Last year we were not able to cause she was with her family. This year I have to be over at my sisters house and I am not sure about her and her family. :/
...I want endless amount of money. Or just enough to be able to move to Austria and still have enough to pay rent for about 5 years. (I should have a job by then) Oh and the ability to hear any language and be able to speak it *__* that would definitely come in handy. XDD