my story
this is only the fourth time ive ever shared my whole story with anyone, but lately ive been haveing alot of nightmares and flashbacks and i believe getting some of it off my chest will help.
it started when my parents got divorced i was in 3rd grade at the time, well my mom had to work 3 jobs so i ended up staying with my friends family alot, i was there about 3 times a week before and after school, when my friends mom worked or my friend had random activitys her step dad would watch me, and by watch me i mean do what ever the hell he wanted. it went on for 5 years after that. if i ever tried to refuse or tell he just made it worse. it didnt help that as i got older i started haveing to spend the night there and everything. one day he left my friends mom thank god. i started cutting not long after and i still never told anyone i felt as if it were somehow my fault and blamed myself. i started to hate myself and my cutting got worse i devolped a eating disorder and got into some really bad relationships.
im doing much better now, i have an amazing bf that was the first person i ever told what had happened to me, hes been there for me through it all, i also stopped cutting with the help of my best friend.
thank you for listning i just had to get that off my chest.
it started when my parents got divorced i was in 3rd grade at the time, well my mom had to work 3 jobs so i ended up staying with my friends family alot, i was there about 3 times a week before and after school, when my friends mom worked or my friend had random activitys her step dad would watch me, and by watch me i mean do what ever the hell he wanted. it went on for 5 years after that. if i ever tried to refuse or tell he just made it worse. it didnt help that as i got older i started haveing to spend the night there and everything. one day he left my friends mom thank god. i started cutting not long after and i still never told anyone i felt as if it were somehow my fault and blamed myself. i started to hate myself and my cutting got worse i devolped a eating disorder and got into some really bad relationships.
im doing much better now, i have an amazing bf that was the first person i ever told what had happened to me, hes been there for me through it all, i also stopped cutting with the help of my best friend.
thank you for listning i just had to get that off my chest.