Wtf
ok so i know its been awhile but not a lots been going on ok well here it goes jess is finally talking to me kinda umm i dyed my hair black yeah i love it and im about to buy another car if i can get a loan tomarrow um work is freaking awesome and its fun i love the ppl i work with and around mainly patrick he reminds me of myself lol ohh and to night this guy going down southwest drive past me ran a red light and swerved through 2 lanes and hit another car causing a hugh acident well robert was with me and robert being the take action type of guy he is we pull over jump outta the tbird and make sure everyones ok and try to rescue who we can we the driver that ran the light was drunk and on some type of drugs keep talking about flying to the moon "shrugs" i think he was just crazy but any way i saved his dog i woulda keep it but im not allowed cause i cant afford one plus it was covered in blood which yes i got on me the drunk survived unfortunatly yes i know thats mean but he was drunk and almost kill 2 inncent ppl well both vicheles were completely demallished ok yes i cant type so ass rape me lol ill let u any way the guy in the white exsplore was bleeding profusely from the head robert runs over to him and goes r u ok he kinda shakes and goes yeah yeah while mummering then spits blood up lol robert goes umm yeah u do not move at all no matter what whih i know its not funny but it is at the same time any way i never saw the guys girl friend but i think she was ok and thank god there wasnt a kid in the car or he woulda died definatly so thank god u know after going through that tonight i wanna be a emt that was fun and after doing all of it i felt like i had a purpose in life it gave me a warm feeling inside lol kinda like the one i got while starring into jesses eyes any way lmfao yes ive had a little to drink not muh just enough to losen up so that i dont care any way no one died but the driver of the white exsplore was extremely close to death i hope hes ok he seemed like a nice guy ill be in the news paper tomarrow hopefully wow i just relized something theres a girl that works at walmart that likes me so i think imma go see whats up with her tomarrow cause shes so cute i love her smile and shes nice it wont be a serious thing ill probly get attached to her but shes not one ill marry lol marry thats a funny word i just want some one that will accualy spend time with me and some one that will fall asleep with me on the floor while watching a movie some one i can let lose with without haveing this huge wall up around i hate this wall but i trust no one any more i have no reason to honestly cause everytime i let a wall down i get fucking invaded and im tired of it
dance dance were falling apart to half time dance dance these are the lives you love to live this this is the way they love u misery loves meee
lol i love that song but hate it so much for one a reason 2 ppl know of lol im lit now lol i love this feeling
the song was on mtv so i had to type it out lol
well i figure if i get this 240sx like i want whih i probly wont because everthing i want i neverr get y is this it is because misery loves me lmfao any way if i do i figure id let jess use my tbird because i know she needs a car and shes one of the 3 ppl i would ever let drive it now i do let ppl drive it all the time like eric and i offered it to joey and well alot have but by the 3 ppl are basically the ppl i can trust to take it home with them and keep it for a week or to those are the ppl i trust and they are lol i always have liked name list out ok the top three are 1. Wes aka best friend ever and mechanic 2. Robert best friend 3. jess i dont know y i trust her but theres just something inside me that tells me ill be ok so i trust it any way the 240sx omg lol v6 red 5 speed jizz i love this car ive already test drove it and im in love with it which if i get it i will owe joey for life lol cause he told me where it was joeys freaking awesome
oh oh oh omg i fucking hate this apartment some one dont klnow who but some one fucking stole my kenwood cd player outta my car i wanna cut there fucking balls/clit off i swear w do ppl have to be suh thefts so now i have a crappy cd player in my car i bought off ted for 25 hes a good guy and a good friend thats right i use to not be so sure about ted but i think hes awesome
tell me theres hope for me i dont wanna be lonely for the rest of my days on this earth oh hooo ohh hooo ohh hhoooo singing nohhh ohhh
lol wezeer always nows how im felling its like there inside my heart they have a different song for ever mood im in yeah and now all american rejets are on i love this song
tell me all that youve thrown away ...... ill keep u my dirty little screte dont telll any one or your be just another regret
fuck im horny oppps lol ramdom thoought lol im drunk and i need to piss so does that mean im piss drunk lmao thats funny i wish i wasnt drinking alone i hate this my life sucks but at the same time i love it i mean i love my car my job and my apartment and my friends but i have no one im so alone and i honestly think ill be alone for ever as long as i look like this but no matter how hard i try i cant lose weight im so fucking fat omg i guess thats y i attached to jessica she liked me for me she didnt care i was fat but at the same time i heard i was a rebound hook up which makes sense but i dont care wtf ever u know she knows i liked her so what ever lol ill always like her lol she dumped me not the other way around okok different subject i hate thinking about her csause everyutime i do i cry and i hate crying
oh oh i might be moving to canada in feburary i doubt if i will but i probly will lol ericas up bthere and ill be a chance for me to start over ill be good for me and shes got a friend that wants to meet me hey u never know
LOL I HAVE COME TO RELIZE THAT IT DOESNT MATTER IF I WRITE ON THIS OR NOT OR WHAT I WRITE OR DONT WRITE CAUSE NO ONE READS IT SO WHATS IT FUCKING MATTER I KNOW JESS DONT READ IT AND I DONT KNOW ANYONE ELSE WITH IT SO YEAH WHAT EVER IMMA GO BEFORE I CONFESS MY UNDYING LOVE TO SOEM ONE LOL I HATE BEING DRUNK BY MYSELF NO ONE TO TALK TO BUT THE COMPUTER AND U CANT TALK BACK DAMMIT ALL
dance dance were falling apart to half time dance dance these are the lives you love to live this this is the way they love u misery loves meee
lol i love that song but hate it so much for one a reason 2 ppl know of lol im lit now lol i love this feeling
the song was on mtv so i had to type it out lol
well i figure if i get this 240sx like i want whih i probly wont because everthing i want i neverr get y is this it is because misery loves me lmfao any way if i do i figure id let jess use my tbird because i know she needs a car and shes one of the 3 ppl i would ever let drive it now i do let ppl drive it all the time like eric and i offered it to joey and well alot have but by the 3 ppl are basically the ppl i can trust to take it home with them and keep it for a week or to those are the ppl i trust and they are lol i always have liked name list out ok the top three are 1. Wes aka best friend ever and mechanic 2. Robert best friend 3. jess i dont know y i trust her but theres just something inside me that tells me ill be ok so i trust it any way the 240sx omg lol v6 red 5 speed jizz i love this car ive already test drove it and im in love with it which if i get it i will owe joey for life lol cause he told me where it was joeys freaking awesome
oh oh oh omg i fucking hate this apartment some one dont klnow who but some one fucking stole my kenwood cd player outta my car i wanna cut there fucking balls/clit off i swear w do ppl have to be suh thefts so now i have a crappy cd player in my car i bought off ted for 25 hes a good guy and a good friend thats right i use to not be so sure about ted but i think hes awesome
tell me theres hope for me i dont wanna be lonely for the rest of my days on this earth oh hooo ohh hooo ohh hhoooo singing nohhh ohhh
lol wezeer always nows how im felling its like there inside my heart they have a different song for ever mood im in yeah and now all american rejets are on i love this song
tell me all that youve thrown away ...... ill keep u my dirty little screte dont telll any one or your be just another regret
fuck im horny oppps lol ramdom thoought lol im drunk and i need to piss so does that mean im piss drunk lmao thats funny i wish i wasnt drinking alone i hate this my life sucks but at the same time i love it i mean i love my car my job and my apartment and my friends but i have no one im so alone and i honestly think ill be alone for ever as long as i look like this but no matter how hard i try i cant lose weight im so fucking fat omg i guess thats y i attached to jessica she liked me for me she didnt care i was fat but at the same time i heard i was a rebound hook up which makes sense but i dont care wtf ever u know she knows i liked her so what ever lol ill always like her lol she dumped me not the other way around okok different subject i hate thinking about her csause everyutime i do i cry and i hate crying
oh oh i might be moving to canada in feburary i doubt if i will but i probly will lol ericas up bthere and ill be a chance for me to start over ill be good for me and shes got a friend that wants to meet me hey u never know
LOL I HAVE COME TO RELIZE THAT IT DOESNT MATTER IF I WRITE ON THIS OR NOT OR WHAT I WRITE OR DONT WRITE CAUSE NO ONE READS IT SO WHATS IT FUCKING MATTER I KNOW JESS DONT READ IT AND I DONT KNOW ANYONE ELSE WITH IT SO YEAH WHAT EVER IMMA GO BEFORE I CONFESS MY UNDYING LOVE TO SOEM ONE LOL I HATE BEING DRUNK BY MYSELF NO ONE TO TALK TO BUT THE COMPUTER AND U CANT TALK BACK DAMMIT ALL