When you write LOL, do you really make a sound ( Read more... )

Here is a poem I decided to write, just as I was laying down for bed. Some here may find it fascinating, others erotic, and many may find it greatly disturbing. But, in any event, it highly amuses me.

( My Girl -- Click at your own risk )

I know I don't post much on LJ anymore, but I don't really have much to say. My life has been mostly work, sleep, food, and a lot of thinking. I've been getting out and chilling with friends, but it's just the same old shit, and it's rather boring to talk about. I don't have a girlfriend to write about anymore, I don't go crazy with drugs anymore, ( Read more... )

Last Sunday was our 1 year anniversary of when we met, on the Last Great Night, at Angel's father's house. I remember how different we all were back then. And about how much we can't go back to change things. But nothing really should have been any different ( Read more... )

Here's a poem I wrote the other day, on my VF journal. Titled the lousiest poem... because after I wrote it and read it, I thought it was terrible, ugly, and lousy. But now reading it in a different mood, it's actually quite good. So nobody better steal it, or I'll personally turn your esophogas into an inflatable hotdog and feed it to you ( Read more... )

Poison candy's on the run ( Read more... )

I lie here, surrounded in agony, tortured by the love I feel. All I could do is wait, for something, for a new feeling to come, instead of pain. I remember of when I was younger, I longed for this feeling, for something to slip. Just lying there, in the place I fell, the room spinning, my mind clear. And then I'd think of all I want, knowing all I ( Read more... )

I hate this shit... The stupid bullshit every fuckin day. I hate it all. Life, work, people, trash, water, air, the god damned floor. It's all shit and I fuckin hate it all. I'm lying here miserable, locked in with nothing but a brain that won't stop thinking, a computer that won't stop lagging, a TV that won't stop lying... I can't do shit ( Read more... )