oh lord here we go

[adrian1698]

so i met a boy yesterday! his name is travis and he's one of angela's best friends and he goes to marymount manhattan and is graduating in may. she brought him to bbq and we totally hit it off and we ended up making out all night and it was just really sensual and i really haven't felt that good in bed in a really long time. it's hard to explain. we didn't have sex, we just made out and gave eachother massages. it's something about that feeling like..."this could go somewhere." yknow? jon will get it haha. like when i sleep with matt, there's passion, but like a different kind. there's no "this could go somewhere" feeling. it's all just sexual urges. but last night was different. my lips were like raw in the morning from kissing...it was kinda gross lol but totally worth it. we slept for like 2 hours from 4:30 to 6:30 and then kept making out haha. it was hot. then i had to get up at 8 for work which was just no fun whatsoever.

so like now i can't stop thinking about him! and we've been texting and he left me a really long voicemail and he hasn't responded to my last text but i hope we can have dinner tomorrow.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee boys!