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It has been a while.
I had forgotten my password.
Quick update, in case you care.
i went to holden and the first month was shit. i missed ian and i had no friends.
then i started to not miss ian and become friends with a boy named chris.
fourth of july ian and i broke up.
fourth of july i hooked up with chris.
and the bad choices continue on from there.
then i got my heart broken by douche bag formerly known as chris.
and then i got kicked out of holden for drinking.
stupid.
i got back to school and tried to patch things up with ian, though douche bag's behavior was still impacting my life for some insane reason.
i started working in the plu bookstore.
it was fun at first and now i am bored with it.
i am taking autobiographical writing, math for personal finance, german 101, woman and gender studies, and kick boxing.
but i am dropping out of german now because i have been sick for the past like, 3 weeks and i think i might fail if i don't withdraw.
ian and i got back together and it was really hard at first because of all the shit that went down over the summer but we are doing REALLY well again now.
i met his parents a couple weekends ago and they are lovely. we stayed for the weekend at his house in omak.
i think i am in love again, but i am skeptical because love is such a tricky feeling.
i haven't been drinking or smoking, but i did have one and a half cigarettes the other night when ian and i got in a fight.
i felt like pissing him off because he pissed me off. (he hates when i smoke) but the reality is, i was just being stupid.
today is the last day of kick boxing and i am pretty stoked because i don't really like any sort of physical activity.
i still want to be a writer.
i have a problem with catastrophical thinking.
i think that is all for now. i can't promise another entry any time soon though,
thank you for listening.
I had forgotten my password.
Quick update, in case you care.
i went to holden and the first month was shit. i missed ian and i had no friends.
then i started to not miss ian and become friends with a boy named chris.
fourth of july ian and i broke up.
fourth of july i hooked up with chris.
and the bad choices continue on from there.
then i got my heart broken by douche bag formerly known as chris.
and then i got kicked out of holden for drinking.
stupid.
i got back to school and tried to patch things up with ian, though douche bag's behavior was still impacting my life for some insane reason.
i started working in the plu bookstore.
it was fun at first and now i am bored with it.
i am taking autobiographical writing, math for personal finance, german 101, woman and gender studies, and kick boxing.
but i am dropping out of german now because i have been sick for the past like, 3 weeks and i think i might fail if i don't withdraw.
ian and i got back together and it was really hard at first because of all the shit that went down over the summer but we are doing REALLY well again now.
i met his parents a couple weekends ago and they are lovely. we stayed for the weekend at his house in omak.
i think i am in love again, but i am skeptical because love is such a tricky feeling.
i haven't been drinking or smoking, but i did have one and a half cigarettes the other night when ian and i got in a fight.
i felt like pissing him off because he pissed me off. (he hates when i smoke) but the reality is, i was just being stupid.
today is the last day of kick boxing and i am pretty stoked because i don't really like any sort of physical activity.
i still want to be a writer.
i have a problem with catastrophical thinking.
i think that is all for now. i can't promise another entry any time soon though,
thank you for listening.