since this is my last chance to post on your journal...
anonymous
July 17 2004, 18:42:28 UTC
indeed, many things have changed this year. we're certainly far different from the kids we were at borders back in the day, sipping frozen chai and reading fashion mags.
but there is one thing that will never change:
you're my one and only boy.
over last few years... i've ditched you for assholes... not called you enough... not appreciated you more times than i'd ever like to admit... snapped at you and not spoken to you for months...made time for others at the expense of distancing myself from you, only to find that they dragged me down and dampened my zeal for life...
and yet somehow...
you're still here.
it always comes back to will and lezzie.
always.
i love that you can make me laugh, even in my darkest moods. i love that you're the first number saved in speed dial on my celly. i love that you give me the spirit to be myself. i love that i can be completely honest with you and know you won't pass judgment or betray my trust. i love that you were the one i always talked about in the mountains, until everyone was sick of hearing your name. i love that you are still the only boy i've ever really loved.
you're still my single, golden shooting star....remember that line?
i know we don't talk enough. i know we're a world apart. i know that we still have yet to send a felicity audio tape (which we WILL do!). but i also know that these things don't even matter with us.
yes, things have changed. we've changed. but i am so lucky, in that i know i can share in the growing pains of life with you, without ever having to worry that we'll grow apart.
(isn't it a bit of relief, knowing that you've outgrown livejournal? it really is like a rite of passage. it'll just make us call each other more, and certainly limit the drama.)
but there is one thing that will never change:
you're my one and only boy.
over last few years... i've ditched you for assholes... not called you enough... not appreciated you more times than i'd ever like to admit... snapped at you and not spoken to you for months...made time for others at the expense of distancing myself from you, only to find that they dragged me down and dampened my zeal for life...
and yet somehow...
you're still here.
it always comes back to will and lezzie.
always.
i love that you can make me laugh, even in my darkest moods. i love that you're the first number saved in speed dial on my celly. i love that you give me the spirit to be myself. i love that i can be completely honest with you and know you won't pass judgment or betray my trust. i love that you were the one i always talked about in the mountains, until everyone was sick of hearing your name. i love that you are still the only boy i've ever really loved.
you're still my single, golden shooting star....remember that line?
i know we don't talk enough. i know we're a world apart. i know that we still have yet to send a felicity audio tape (which we WILL do!). but i also know that these things don't even matter with us.
yes, things have changed. we've changed. but i am so lucky, in that i know i can share in the growing pains of life with you, without ever having to worry that we'll grow apart.
(isn't it a bit of relief, knowing that you've outgrown livejournal? it really is like a rite of passage. it'll just make us call each other more, and certainly limit the drama.)
i love you.
forever your "gracie",
leslie
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