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Hey everyone...I don't really feel like doing a full update right now so I'm just gunna say a few things...
First of all...
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to my "big brother" Joshua Denis Zietlow!
Second of all...
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince comes out tomorrow...Yesssssssss!
And third of all...
Holy freaking wow, I don't know what to do. I am really mixed up right now and I really hate it...I don't know what to do...:-/...I'm tempted to just give up...
Fall to Pieces~Avril Lavigne
I looked away Then I looked back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today is the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you You're the only one I'd be with 'til the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything Everything I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you And I don't want to talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you I'm in love with you 'Cause I'm in love with you I'm in love with you I'm in love with you
Be my Escape~Relient K
I’ve given up on giving up slowly I’m blending in so you won’t even know me Apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention It’s my one last shot at redemption Cause I know to live you must give your life away And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though there’s no way of knowing Where to go I promise I’m going because… I gotta get out of here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get out of here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape I’ve given up on doing this alone now Guess I failed and I’m ready to shown now You told me the way and now I’m trying to get there And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though there’s no way of knowing Where to go I promise I’m going because… I gotta get out of here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah) I gotta get out of here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape I am a hostage to my own humanity Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave. Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out That might be the death of me And even though there’s no way of knowing Where to go I promise I’m going because… I gotta get out of here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get out of here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape Scars~Papa Roach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2]