yeah, took this entry from my xanga
Wowza! I haven't updated in a bit...but yeah I'm not really gunna fill ya in on everything cause thats just way too freeking boring, so I won't put you through that touture. I'll just get to the fun stuff. Lets see on Tuesday the 5th my cousin Danielle came over and stayed the night, we watched The Notebook...one of the BEST movies ever!!!!!! And we hung out talking about crazy stuff like usual. Then on Thursday my sister came home from being up north, she was there for a week and a half, it was nice break but I missed having her to pick on. Then Friday night I didn't anything cept sit here and talk to people online.On Saturday I had to get up early and go to work with my mom cause we had to go down to jackson to see my grandmas. One was a good visit and the other one was bad. I had to go see my Grandma Gail who is my dads mom in the hospital. She has a tumor on her pancreas and they don't know if its cancerous or not. So yeah I am pretty much freakin out. Its really scary. When we went to see here she was all drugged up on Morphine. I really felt so bad, and I am really terrified about her having surgery on Monday, or Tuesday,(cant remember which day) because they really dunno what their are gunna find. But even though I am terrified I'm pretty much the only person in my family that is being optimistic about this whole thing, but thats how I always am. On a lighter note. On Saturday night I stayed the night at Kendra's house. That was a blast, she did my hair and we just chilled. Then on Sunday we made breakfast for her family it was really yummy. Oh! and we played poker i kicked ass! Which was really funny cause the people I was playing with play poker a lot and here I am, and I've only played once before. It was great!! But yeah and then we walked up to Burger King to visit my homie Ty which was sweet cause I hadn't seen him all summer. Then I came home and watched Legally Blonde with my mommy, I <3333 that movie its so cute. But after the movie my mom went to bed so I just chilled and watched T.V. for a bit until now and now I am sitting here typing this so you can see just how exciting my life is!!! haha NOT! but thats all for now cause this entry is pretty damn long. I love you all.
<33333 Brittany
Oh and on a last note, I'm going to be a whiny little girl right now. So fair warning this is going to be pathetic. When I was at Kendra's we hung out with her sister Andrea and her boyfriend Ryan a lot. Just seeing how they act around each other and how they are just so sweet to one another, I couldn't help but be jealous...not of Andrea but of what they have. I really wish that I was in a relationship like that. I know what people are gunna tell me, you have your whole life to have a relationship like that, but I can't help but want it now. I want to feel happy all the time, I want to feel like someone is thinking about me when I'm thinking about them. I want someone who will love me even when I'm goofing around and acting dumb. I just want someone, who will love me for me and want me for me. Well yeah, thats it. I told it was going to be dumb and pathetic but I just had to say it. Leave a comment if ya want to...I would greatly appreciate it. Acutally you HAVE to leave me a comment cause I want to get as many comments as Andy does in his xanga. Damn that kid gets a ton a freaking comments, I hardly ever get any, its ridiculous. I feel like sucha left out loser. Thanks guys, I'm so happy to know that ya love me! hah, I'm just jokin with ya. Serisouly though leave me a comment!! lol
<3333 again....Brittany.
*I don't want another pretty face, I don't want just anyone to hold, I don't want my love to go to waste, I want you and your beautiful soul.*