Just wanted to say something.

[wyndhamheart]

I joined this community because in less than a year I'll be able to legally see my birth parents and meet them because I'll be 18. The closer and closer I come to that date, the more and more people are pressuring me to think about it. I've lived most of my life kinda just pushing it to the side that I as adopted, as insignificant as the color of my eyes. I don't like thinking that there is something that weird about me.

I'm getting sick of other friends of mine telling me that I'm so lucky to have such an amazing opportunity to meet my Bios. What if I really don't want to? Am I the only one who really really does not want to meet my birth parents? From what I've heard of them, they are hicks in Texas. Why would I want to know I come from that? I've grown up well off in the north.

I just, don't understand why I would want to find out that I'm related to people that I'm not like in any way, shape, or form other than blood.