(brave the nightmares...)
I have no idea what happened. I was leaving the party and then there was a bright light. One of the nurses said I got hit by a car. I wonder who it was. I hope they're okay.
The nurse wasn't sure if they'd caught him or anything. I wish somebody knew what was going on.
The doctor was just in to talk to me. He said I was in surgery for a long time. I nearly died. I hit my head and was in a coma for over a week.
I missed Christmas.
Where's Albel? Where's my parents? How come nobody's come to see me? Fuck, I don't want to be alone here. I'm so scared right now.
I'm going to be going through a lot of testing to see just how much brain damage was caused by my skull being cracked open. I can't move my left arm at all and I'm covered in bruises and cuts and pain. A police officer is on his way to take my statement or something, but I don't remember anything besides that bright light and then I think I was in the air or something and I remember a lot of pain come out of nowhere and it was so dark and somebody was shouting at me...
Was it my fault or something? I'm sorry. Maybe the officer can tell me what happened?
Somebody just please come and see me because I don't know what's going on or how to deal with all of this. Call Albel. Or mom and dad. I think I'm panicking.
I'm so scared. They have me in the ICU, on a breathing tube and monitors and stuff. One of the nurses is letting me use her laptop for a bit. *smile* She's such a nice lady.
Albel... where are you? I'm going to kill you! Kill you, kill you, kill you!
Somebody tried to comfort me by saying that all things happen for a reason, but I just can't believe it right now. Not when the painkillers aren't working and every breath is still a challenge and Albel is nowhere to be found. The nurses can't reach mom and dad. I'm worried sick. They were supposed to be home this week. Did something happen to them because I got arrested?
I can't stand to think about it.
I'm going back to sleep. I'll brave the nightmares for a bit of relief from the pain.
The nurse wasn't sure if they'd caught him or anything. I wish somebody knew what was going on.
The doctor was just in to talk to me. He said I was in surgery for a long time. I nearly died. I hit my head and was in a coma for over a week.
I missed Christmas.
Where's Albel? Where's my parents? How come nobody's come to see me? Fuck, I don't want to be alone here. I'm so scared right now.
I'm going to be going through a lot of testing to see just how much brain damage was caused by my skull being cracked open. I can't move my left arm at all and I'm covered in bruises and cuts and pain. A police officer is on his way to take my statement or something, but I don't remember anything besides that bright light and then I think I was in the air or something and I remember a lot of pain come out of nowhere and it was so dark and somebody was shouting at me...
Was it my fault or something? I'm sorry. Maybe the officer can tell me what happened?
Somebody just please come and see me because I don't know what's going on or how to deal with all of this. Call Albel. Or mom and dad. I think I'm panicking.
I'm so scared. They have me in the ICU, on a breathing tube and monitors and stuff. One of the nurses is letting me use her laptop for a bit. *smile* She's such a nice lady.
Albel... where are you? I'm going to kill you! Kill you, kill you, kill you!
Somebody tried to comfort me by saying that all things happen for a reason, but I just can't believe it right now. Not when the painkillers aren't working and every breath is still a challenge and Albel is nowhere to be found. The nurses can't reach mom and dad. I'm worried sick. They were supposed to be home this week. Did something happen to them because I got arrested?
I can't stand to think about it.
I'm going back to sleep. I'll brave the nightmares for a bit of relief from the pain.